K33pcool's Cancer Blog
I am back from bone marrow harvesting --> FAILLED
Yes, i could not harvest enough stem cells and I have to repeat the whole procedure again! I was so depressed I cried, now the whole hospital knows I am a crybaby! I didn’t want to cry but I can’t hold it any longer. I hate it, and my mom is there, i hate it when she sees me at my lowest..The doc and nurses seen it, yeah I am officially the crybaby in the hospital!I don’t what to redo the harvesting, the femoral line hurts like shit!especially when its pulled out!I think i screamed so loud i sounded like a women giving birth!My hair is starting to drop again, for the second time, I am becoming bald, I cna’t say that im sad, cuz i kinda enjoy the wind blowing at the back of my head and having wake up in the morning looking in the mirror without a messy hair!
Hi girl, stay strong and u will recover soon …
HI there- My name is Brad and I found your blog on the blog for a cure site. This past fall I was diagnosed with cancer for the 2nd time. I was diagnosed with Stage 3 Burkitt’s Lymphoma and went through very similar battles as your own.
I can relate to your words and want to tell you it’s ok to cry as often as you need to – it’s healing. I had six tumors all throughout my body. My chemo was very intensive and basically spent four months of my life in/out of the hospital, going neutropenics several times.
In February I went inro remission and thank god for it. I write a blog called www.cancerisboring.com which I still write on. I also still cry as it’s a very traumatic thing to go through.
If you’d ever like to chat or e-mail me, you can reach me at bradonyc@yahoo.com. Also, please check out my blog.
Sending positiviy your way—stay strong!
